Really damn damn lazy to update my blog.... hahaz.. sry..
I may have get up all my planning in past i shall find it back now.
I have lot and lot of planning in mind, what i going to do after i graduate.
1. To find a job that i really like, maybe i will not straight away go in to the feild that i have been study but a job that i always wanted to try.
2. Just travel to the place i will like to go.
3. Earn lot of money ba! hahahz...
But hoping all the hard work will become true.
But just so angry and sad that i have to re take a module, so i can't graduate in to April but in the August. Hoping this time round will pass please!
I find that my attitude is not as good as last time, i have been trying to control. hmmm....
Throw away all the past is all i wanted to do! still trying.
Just back to the me that who i used to be.
Simply-Life
lazy.. lazy...
Hahaz...
I have been really lazy to update my blog recently,
Nothing much happen ba... Just hoping all my exam will pass...
Oh ya, Lao jie have been getting better and closer to Lao pa, Lao ma i also so Happy!!! Hoping to get better dun juz stop here ok? jia u!
People ask mi y i cut my hair... I have cut to have a new look, I have cut my hair to forget all the unhappiness, I have cut my cut to MAKE my Face look small loh.
Actually i dun feel really much pain as for now... But i will still think if everything can go back to the past... Will u still treat mi that way?
How i hope the dream really come true... So sweet... But is just a dream loh... But at least it can't happen in real world but just a few minute... I am also happy! hahaha...
Mi mi mi.....
Mi with my collague Simply-Life
maybe this is how... it was...
Everything since like now i am the one that is wrong,
Why?
You tell me what the hell... she have pull you went you are really in need? What about me? Didn't i do that? Through out the pass few month?
You can leave her now? that is your business.. over co but Why did you come and mix up my life again? Why? Why?
It takes a lot a lot of time and how do i me it? Did u know?
It takes me so long to keep all the stuff to hide in a side that no one will see it. You know i must keep telling myself to smile even how sad am i... just to don't let my loves one worry.. Sometime i did admire you cause you can show it out not matter what..
You hurt me again and again... how long do you want to hurt me? than you are happy?
If she is better you don't have to tell mi or even let me known... I am also a human i have feeling...
What ever i do ... what ever the past we walk through... what ever feeling i put in... what ever ... what ever....
Is nothing to you... nothing to you...
and even to my friends... why am i treated like that??? May that is what called true friends and lover....
Simply-Life
is not mine
I should not have make that called.... I should not think about it anymore....
I realize that i will think back all the small little thing, at some place... I realize that i really hate you but will think about you.... I realize i am really hurt yet hear you are hurting yourself... i felt guilty...
As time goes by all my memories will slowly turn blurr and blurr?
I hope so... Simply-Life
Too Tired
Time really pass fast and things also happen fast, Maybe i have been through many thick and thin make me really wanna to give myself a break. What i can say maybe is only sorry... and this let me know that how much you understand about me... but not much...
Maybe by putting thing at my window.... show it... Maybe by finding way through talking and what you do to hurt me... show it...
After we don't understand each other at all...
Why every time end up i have to act like nothing as to show i am in guilty to you all? But what you all have done for me?
Hurt me again and again is what you all does...
That is how yours love is like...
Simply-Life
I am back
Haha... erm... like years i did not update my blogs. Too many thing have happen and i am pretty lazy to update too. haha...
First up, yeah yeah! Finally !!!! I found a full time job. But lot of three aunts and six grandma there :( my previous part time job refuse to issues my pay to me cause i did not gave them 2 week notice :( :(
Next up, got this crazy guy keep on putting folded paper bus ticket heart and put it at my window at midnight 3 am loh... and and I thought who is hell he is... My mummy wait to 3 am just to see who this bloody idiot is....
Is a person that think back of his past that feel very regret...
Finally i get to go out of singapore...
Yeah yeah!!! To JB ... haha... but have get all the programs i wanted and i done my nail there. i like the colour alot is pink pink and blink blink...
I am really tired now shld stop there ... zzZZ
Simply-Life
Just the past moment
Manager was asking me how my product knowledge and want me to write it out, because if my knowledge is not good she wanna to send me for training and it like so de near loh(Headquarter at Bukit Timah). I feel bad, she is treating me good. haiz...
Oh ya!
I found quite a lot of past photo yesterday in Denise's blog, remember the the day was fun and funny.
It was a camp in secondary. haha.
I really look young ar. haha.
Simply-life
Planning!!! planning...
It really so damn long....
Really damn damn lazy to update my blog.... hahaz.. sry..
I may have get up all my planning in past i shall find it back now.
I have lot and lot of planning in mind, what i going to do after i graduate.
1. To find a job that i really like, maybe i will not straight away go in to the feild that i have been study but a job that i always wanted to try.
2. Just travel to the place i will like to go.
3. Earn lot of money ba! hahahz...
But hoping all the hard work will become true.
But just so angry and sad that i have to re take a module, so i can't graduate in to April but in the August. Hoping this time round will pass please!
I find that my attitude is not as good as last time, i have been trying to control. hmmm....
Throw away all the past is all i wanted to do! still trying.
Just back to the me that who i used to be.
Simply-Life
lazy.. lazy...
Hahaz...
I have been really lazy to update my blog recently,
Nothing much happen ba... Just hoping all my exam will pass...
Oh ya, Lao jie have been getting better and closer to Lao pa, Lao ma i also so Happy!!! Hoping to get better dun juz stop here ok? jia u!
People ask mi y i cut my hair... I have cut to have a new look, I have cut my hair to forget all the unhappiness, I have cut my cut to MAKE my Face look small loh.
Actually i dun feel really much pain as for now... But i will still think if everything can go back to the past... Will u still treat mi that way?
How i hope the dream really come true... So sweet... But is just a dream loh... But at least it can't happen in real world but just a few minute... I am also happy! hahaha...
Mi mi mi.....
Mi with my collague Simply-Life
maybe this is how... it was...
Everything since like now i am the one that is wrong,
Why?
You tell me what the hell... she have pull you went you are really in need? What about me? Didn't i do that? Through out the pass few month?
You can leave her now? that is your business.. over co but Why did you come and mix up my life again? Why? Why?
It takes a lot a lot of time and how do i me it? Did u know?
It takes me so long to keep all the stuff to hide in a side that no one will see it. You know i must keep telling myself to smile even how sad am i... just to don't let my loves one worry.. Sometime i did admire you cause you can show it out not matter what..
You hurt me again and again... how long do you want to hurt me? than you are happy?
If she is better you don't have to tell mi or even let me known... I am also a human i have feeling...
What ever i do ... what ever the past we walk through... what ever feeling i put in... what ever ... what ever....
Is nothing to you... nothing to you...
and even to my friends... why am i treated like that??? May that is what called true friends and lover....
Simply-Life
is not mine
I should not have make that called.... I should not think about it anymore....
I realize that i will think back all the small little thing, at some place... I realize that i really hate you but will think about you.... I realize i am really hurt yet hear you are hurting yourself... i felt guilty...
As time goes by all my memories will slowly turn blurr and blurr?
I hope so... Simply-Life
Too Tired
Time really pass fast and things also happen fast, Maybe i have been through many thick and thin make me really wanna to give myself a break. What i can say maybe is only sorry... and this let me know that how much you understand about me... but not much...
Maybe by putting thing at my window.... show it... Maybe by finding way through talking and what you do to hurt me... show it...
After we don't understand each other at all...
Why every time end up i have to act like nothing as to show i am in guilty to you all? But what you all have done for me?
Hurt me again and again is what you all does...
That is how yours love is like...
Simply-Life
I am back
Haha... erm... like years i did not update my blogs. Too many thing have happen and i am pretty lazy to update too. haha...
First up, yeah yeah! Finally !!!! I found a full time job. But lot of three aunts and six grandma there :( my previous part time job refuse to issues my pay to me cause i did not gave them 2 week notice :( :(
Next up, got this crazy guy keep on putting folded paper bus ticket heart and put it at my window at midnight 3 am loh... and and I thought who is hell he is... My mummy wait to 3 am just to see who this bloody idiot is....
Is a person that think back of his past that feel very regret...
Finally i get to go out of singapore...
Yeah yeah!!! To JB ... haha... but have get all the programs i wanted and i done my nail there. i like the colour alot is pink pink and blink blink...
I am really tired now shld stop there ... zzZZ
Simply-Life
Just the past moment
Manager was asking me how my product knowledge and want me to write it out, because if my knowledge is not good she wanna to send me for training and it like so de near loh(Headquarter at Bukit Timah). I feel bad, she is treating me good. haiz...
Oh ya!
I found quite a lot of past photo yesterday in Denise's blog, remember the the day was fun and funny.
